Everyday i wish that i was your first. Because your first didnt treat you well and basically treated you like shit and your use to a relationship like that. Its your past that makes you like this and how do i feel? I feel horrible. Because everyday i feel like you want revenge but you cant. So you let it out on me. It hurts but no words cant describe of how much i love you. I just wish i was your first or forget about the past and move on. It hurts. Trust me, it does.

Worst feeling ever. Expected me to chase after to you when your in a bad mood? Ive done that a lot of times. I want to feel the feeling someone chasing after me. I want to feel the love more than you say you love me. I love you but im sorry that im not enough for you. Not your perfect person. You made your choice and i have to respect it. I love you with all my heart but i gave you my all. Have you? Are you going to really let me go or are you gonna show me how you feel, how you love me?